RIP my darling, darling boy 💙

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Squawk gave up his fight 10 minutes ago. He’s not been well these past couple of days but took a turn for the worse today. Needless to say I’m heartbroken and will miss him for the rest of my days. He was very special to me, a one off. I’m relieved in one way that he’s not suffering anymore but saddened that he had such suffering in the first place.


I love you Squawk Fly High my Squawkasaurus xxxxxxx

[ffiscool]

I’m so so sorry Jane. Squawk was a fighter and he knew how much you loved him.

He will be missed on here.

RIP Squawk. Fly high

[samwiseg]

Oh Jane I cant see through the tears to type this

Although we all knew he fought a good fight, it had to come to an end

My heart goes out to you please imagine me giving you a hug

Fly high Squawk you were loved to the enth degree little guy and loved by so many here too, you will be sorely missed xxx

[stevex]

Oh, no! I’m so sorry Jane that you've lost Squawk.

We've all followed his battle over the last few months, so we all share your loss.

You did your best for him and at least he's no longer suffering.

[Marianne Marlow]

I'm so very sorry that Squawk has passed on. He was such a little fighter.

You did your very best to make his life happy and healthy.

Fly high Squawky xxx

[jellybean]

I'm so sorry Jane. Fly high beautiful Squawk, you were a dearly loved little boy.
Thinking of you Jane 

[suesbird]

So sorry for you, Fly high little guy. Xx

[OP]

Sorry Jane. Little Squawk sure was a fighter. It is so, so hard when we lose a special friend.
Rest ih Peace Squawk.

[Shirls]

So sorry to read this Jane. Poor little chap is painfree and at rest now. Hugs to you and take care. You did absolutely your best for him and he knows how much he was loved. We all will miss him.

[Lynne]

So sorry for you Jane, you did your very best for him, nobody could of done more and I'm sure he knew what he meant to you.

Rest in peace Squawk X

[helenmat]

Oh no Jane I am so so sorry. R.I.P little squawk. Big hugs to you xx

[yellowfacedviolet]

This is sad news. My thoughts are with you.

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I’m devastated. The end has come quicker than I thought it would, which I’m glad for him as he’s been unwell for such a long time but it’s left me feeling shell shocked as he was doing so well. He wasn’t well yesterday and hardly ate all day but when I had a sandwich for tea he came over and wanted a nibble of the crust like he used to. Squawk used to love a little bit of crust when I had toast or bread. I let him have a teeny nibble now I’m blaming myself for todays turn of events in case it did something to him. The logical part of my brain says not as it really was only a matter of time before his body just couldn’t fight anymore but that’s what us humans do right? We always analyse, try to rationalise but still blame ourselves. I just wasn’t ready for him to go, he was only 4 years old. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and today’s been a dream/nightmare and he’s still here, downstairs waiting for me to uncover his cage.

I’ve taken him to the vets to be cremated and his ashes will be put in a casket for me to bring him home. When I got.back today and pulled up on the drive I didn’t want to go indoors. Not without my boy inside, sat next to my chair. It’ll get easier I know and I’m just thankful that I’m not at work until Wednesday so I don’t have to put on a brave face, it’s like Squawk was aware and I’m just glad he waited until today so I could help him pass over the bridge.

I love you Squawky. My special little monkey. I never knew I could love a budgie as much as I love you xxx💙xxx

[ffiscool]

We all analyse when we lose someone, pet or human. Always what ifs. But, no way was it to do with the bread. If anything, he was still happy and wanting to share with you he had been ill but he clearly had spirit.
He will always be your special boy. But he so had a good time with you. At the moment it’s all a shock. Totally get what you’re saying about not being in work until Wednesday. So many don’t understand how strongly people feel about pets, and especially birds.

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Thank you ffiscool. He really picked up when he saw the bread which I read as a good sign. He came over and tweeted at me for some just like he always used to. He hadn’t done that for a while so I though Squawks getting back to normal but it was a cruel trick of fate in the end. I was clinging onto every little positive thing I saw in him, praying he would stay with me. I do wonder now how much he had been eating as I had noticed that he seemed to be pecking at the food rather than injesting it. I’m so glad though that I didn’t have him PTS the other week as he did have some good days still and we had one last Christmas together.