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Post by helenmat on Mar 1, 2020 3:35:24 GMT
My beautiful, inspirational gorgeous mum passed away yesterday morning. She was well and active and happy. She just didn’t wake up. I know she wasn’t ready to go, she was so full of life. She wasn’t just my mum she was my friend and my soulmate. My heart physically hurts right now and I am completely devastated. It’s 3am and I’ve been laid here for hours. Can’t sleep. I just can’t believe she’s gone and I will never see her again. Ive been with my Dad, daughter and brother most of today and I intend to be with them tomorrow too. I kissed her goodbye for the last time and it hurts so much. Love you to the moon and back. xxxx 💔💔💔 I know none of you knew her but I know you all won’t mind me posting this tribute on here. I know that I’m not always around as much as I should be but I’m always lurking in the background. I look at the forum as a place to find comfort and friendship so thank you x
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Feb 7, 2020 20:28:59 GMT
maryann
Brand New Budgie
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Post by maryann on Mar 1, 2020 3:55:30 GMT
I’m so very sorry for your loss. It’s an unspeakable feeling. 💔
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Post by Jane on Mar 1, 2020 6:57:48 GMT
Oh Helen, my heart goes out to you and your family. Words just seem so inadequate at this dreadfully sad time but I’m really thinking of you all. Your mum looks such a lovely lady and I hope you and your family draw strength from each other.
Take care and you feel free to post on here whenever you like as people on here will always be on hand to support you. Thank you for sharing your lovely tribute to your mum x
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Post by criswell on Mar 1, 2020 8:01:42 GMT
I'm so, so sorry Helen. Such sad news. I'll be thinking of you xxx
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Post by blue48 on Mar 1, 2020 8:10:51 GMT
There is no pain so raw than losing your mum. I am so sorry for your loss. Stay close to your family and I promise in time it will get easier although I know it doesn't feel like that now. You won't get over it but you will learn to live with it.
It has been almost 10 years since my mum left us and I still think about her every day.
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Post by jellybean on Mar 1, 2020 9:53:11 GMT
I'm so sorry helenmat, my sincere condolences to you and your family. There is no greater pain, than that of losing your Mum, I lost mine 23 years ago and still think about her every day. Thank you for sharing the lovely pictures, your Mum looks so happy and radiant. (((Hugs))) xxx
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Post by sweetpea on Mar 1, 2020 10:26:54 GMT
I am so sorry for your loss. She has a lovely, warm smile in those photos. Thinking of you. x
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Post by helenmat on Mar 1, 2020 12:29:34 GMT
Thanks guys she was always smiling x
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Post by ffiscool on Mar 1, 2020 14:09:18 GMT
I’m so so sorry for your loss. It really will seem now, that this will never get any easier, but how you cope will. My mum died when I was 18. My dad 2 years ago. I’ll always miss them dreadfully but the day to day does get a bit easier.
Please post here anything and whenever.
One thing which I hope you’ll be able to take comfort from, is that she didn’t suffer, like a drawn out illness. I know the suddenness of it all, makes it so much worse at the moment though. It’s all total crap though eh.... losing those you love so much
We’re all thinking of you x
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Post by suesbird on Mar 1, 2020 14:10:18 GMT
I'm so sorry Helen, you really are having a rough year. Hugs to you all, such a pretty lady, my mum been gone for 14 years. I still miss not ringing her to tell the gossip. xxxx
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Post by Marianne Marlow on Mar 1, 2020 15:34:23 GMT
I'm so sorry Helen, what devastating news.
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Post by tweetiepiesmom on Mar 1, 2020 15:39:12 GMT
So sorry your mum, your friend and soulmate is gone. I love learning about our extended family here in happiness or sadness. Your mum seems like everything the word "mum" implies. I love the pictures of her and the one where she is holding the budgie is too precious.
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Post by starrymist on Mar 1, 2020 17:01:07 GMT
I haven’t been around much recently & this is the 1st post I’ve seen, I’m so very sorry for your devastating loss, be kind to yourself & remember your budgie friends are thinking of you. X
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Post by helenmat on Mar 1, 2020 19:59:59 GMT
Thank you all. Your words are lovely. I have had my Dad here today along with my daughter and son in law and I’ve cooked a Sunday roast just like I would have normally. They all protested when I suggested it but it gave me something to focus on and it kept my Dad close. We’ve cried on each other and chatted. Both myself and my dad are struggling to get that final image of her out of our minds. I took on the task of removing her jewellery before she went for post-mortem. It haunted me last night. I am trying so desperately to block that out and see happy memories but at the moment I am finding it difficult. I also feel anger because she was taken away way too soon. I know these feelings will get easier in time, but boy right now it feels like a piece of my heart is missing! 💔
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Post by tweetiepiesmom on Mar 1, 2020 21:09:53 GMT
We are here to give you support and what comfort we can. Words seem so inadequate at this time but come back here whenever you want - someone is always awake and reading this forum.
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